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ftM women and Pedophilia

Sat, 31 Oct 2009 22:08:42 GMT

Given that I know of such a case, (which I will write about in more detail in another post soon) I'm wondering what the numbers of sexually abused women who trannify are that become pedophiles themselves after taking testosterone?

Statistically a high percentage of males who have been sexually abused as boys become child molesters themselves. Statistically a high percentage of females who trannify have been sexually abused as girls. What happens when say a sexually abused girl, grows up to trannify due to her sexual abuse? What effect does the testosterone have on her sexually abused brain? How many sexually abused ftM women become pedophiles (or exhibit pedophilic behavior) from the effect of testosterone? How often has the "trans" community covered up and hidden these trans pedophiles from the rest of us?

The "trans" community does its best to hide from us just how mentally ill "trans" individuals are. Which is why I and anyone with intelligent outspoken views is hated and labeled "transphobic"(umm yeah like that's a REAL word) by the "trans" community. The "trans" community despises anyone who speaks the truth. They not only do not want actual help/treatment for the many mental maladies which led to their trannifying, they prefer keep those mental maladies firmly behind a closed gate. Which is precisely why it is so difficult to obtain any serious statistically truths regarding matters such as ftM pedophilia and number of ftM pedophiles.

But as a lesbian who like it or not finds herself among the L's in the gLbt, I think it HIGHLY important that while actual numbers may be hidden, we at least pose the fucking question when women and children are at serious fucking stake!

dirt

ftM women and Lesbian

Wed, 14 Oct 2009 15:48:25 GMT

Okay after being periodically bitched at by a certain Femme (yeah fine you got your way at last...lol) I am bringing to your attention the utter bullshit of ftM women thinking its perfectly acceptable to use lesbian personals, well ftM ladies, it ISNT! You wanna drug and mutilate yourself into your own personal freak show(do they charge admission for that shit?), great, but guess what there isn't a lesbian alive that is going to date you. Sexually abused disturbed straight women on the other hand, yes. I give you that. And here in lies yet another problem in the lesbian community. Why do we tolerate abusive woman/lesbian haters in our community? Why do we stand by and do nothing, say nothing while these women are pushing and shoving lesbians into trannification??? Why do we say nothing when these same straight women use their straight fucking privilege to silence lesbians IN the lesbian community? Why why why?????

I see these fucked up straight women as a much greater threat than ftM women. Why? Because a year or so on "T" we can pretty much spot the ftM; a hairy back balding mutilated chested person with a midget voice, not too difficult. But a mentally fucked up straight woman claiming our "Femme" ID? Sadly a different story. But that is not to say there are not clear signs: any woman calling herself some form of " stone femme", not a lesbian. Any woman coaxing her Butch g/f into trannification, not a lesbian. Any woman standing idly by while her g/f trannifies, not a lesbian(or a VERY poor one who we wouldn't want on our team anyways). Any woman dating primarily ftM women, not a lesbian. Now before you say anything, yes I know there are lesbian women who were already involved with women who trannify. What about them Dirt, you ask? Well those lesbians who were barely involved with women who told said lesbians that they are going to begin trannification, out an end to that relationship right off. Lesbians in short term relationships with women who begin trannification leave within a few months of their partner being on "T". Basically the first signs of masculine body hair/smell etc. Lesbians in long term relationships with women who trannify usually stay till the tits come off, then they're gone too. See, its the mentally fucked up straight chicks who stay through it all. Never healthily or happily because lets get real, how successful of a relationship can two seriously fucked up people have, neither of which are living in reality? A woman pretending her g/f is a dude and woman pretending she's a dude...ummm yeah...lol Very healthy!

At any rate, you see there are signs all over the place. We have all seen or known women in our community like this. So why are we dealing with the bullshit? Its nearly as bad or worse with tolerating the bisexuals in our community. Why are lesbians allowing themselves to be used and abused like this?? Do we still think so little of ourselves because we're lesbians? As lesbians we are the most powerful women on earth. We have a voice not controlled by men, bodies not controlled by men, minds not controlled by men, so why are we not using all of our beautiful lesbian resources to rid our communities of these male-centric specters and DEMAND lesbian only spaces???

The simple truth is we wouldn't even have to waste our lesbian time explaining to the thick ftM women why we do not want to date them, fuck them, relate to them in any way, were these fucked up straight women not sending the message that lesbians date ftM women because they do and they hover in our communities ruining our lesbian spaces and lesbian lives. We are not bad lesbians for wanting lesbians spaces filled with ONLY lesbians.

We're lesbians!

dirt

Commitment to Women-Are you

Sun, 11 Oct 2009 20:09:49 GMT

After writing yesterdays post, I have been thinking a lot about commitment; the commitments I have made to myself as a Butch women, the commitments I have made to radical lesbian feminism, the commitments I have made to women period by exposing the ugly ugly truths about patriarchy in the face of misogyny. I care about women, because I care about myself AS a woman. But that caring, that commitment did not occur in a vacuum, it was able grow, develop by example.

I was fortunate enough to grow up in a matriarchy. My granny moved in with my brother and I when I was six and he was thirteen. My granny had ten children, six boys and four girls and they and their children and eventually their children's children revolved around my granny thereby revolving around our home. Her advice was sought daily, and daily she furnished it. But her advice, her care, her kindness even was not limited to our family alone, oh no. But from what I can remember, it was most often limited to women.

Our house hustled and bustled with people, our phone rang off the hook. I cannot count how many many times despite having little money, my granny took in some woman or other. Whether it was the friend of a family member whose b/f had been beating her, a teenage girl who was a friend of a friend who had nowhere to go, a friend of a friend who just needed putting up for the night. Some stayed for days, others for weeks, some for months, there seemed always to be a spell where some woman was staying with us.

I remember when a friend of a cousins "Big Eyes" they called her had got into trouble with drugs and went to prison for seven years. Her family gave her up, my granny did not. Big Eyes wrote my granny weekly. I know this because even though only eight or nine years old, I read and wrote back letters for my granny because she couldn't read or write.

I remember a sixteen year old runaway named Jo, whom got involved with some cousins of mine. She would often come over our house and have coffee with my granny. My granny after some time talked Jo into calling her mom from our house. Through this conversation Jo reunited with her mom. Her mom sent her a ticket to get back home. Jo kept in touch with my granny for many years after, and thanked her every time for her help.

I remember our neighbor, May who lived across the road from us bringing the daughter and her mom who was a friend of May's over to my aunts where we were visiting. As soon as May's friend came over to May's house and May took one look at the daughter, May said "we have to go see Marjorie". You see this girl's face, particularly around her eyes were beaten beyond belief. I have seen A LOT of true life crime shows, and to this day I have NEVER seen a girls face that black, bruised and swollen. She was my age then, twelve. Her mother's b/f had beaten her face in. She could not even see her the swollen was so badly. My granny didn't say a word. She went into my aunts kitchen, put some of this and that into a pan of water and began gentling dabbing this girls eyes. Within 20 minutes, this girls could see.

These are just a few examples off the top of my head. But I do not doubt that regularly seeing a woman committed to other women has highly influenced my own commitments to women and to lesbians. I know I am very lucky to have had the background that I do, very fortunate, for which I am grateful and for which I hope that I pass a little of that fortune onto other women. I do not know why my granny chose to make commitments to women, where it came from for her. I do know that the ONLY way women will EVER have a shot under patriarchy is by making such commitments to ourselves first and then each other.

Will write more tomorrow regarding the commitment lesbians need to begin making by ridding the faux lesbian squatters occupying our lesbian spaces.

dirty

Would we REALLY want THEM, on our

Sun, 11 Oct 2009 19:56:03 GMT

Since I am a Butch woman, and since this subject seems to come up quite often in Femme/Butch circles I thought I would address it here. The subject of which I am speaking is often referred to as the "flight of the Butch lesbian", the flight being Butch women who "transition" into faux "men".
As an expert who fully understands the issues that put women on the road to trannifying and as someone who has written extensively on the subject previously, I will only touch upon those issues with this particular post.

In a nutshell, the majority of lesbians who "transition" are NOT Butch lesbians, but tweener dykes calling themselves "butch" out of ignorance, envy and confusion. And ya cant get more confused than believing you are something that you are not, which makes the slide into trannifying all the more easy for these women! Thats not to say there aren't plenty O Butch women who trannify as well, sadly there is. The primary reason any lesbian trannifies though is plain and simple misogyny. There are a host of other pathological disorders that also contribute to trannification based on the personal histories of each woman's life.

But whether we are talking about specific Butch women or other lesbians who "transition", let me ask you this: Given that we ALL suffer under patriarchal systems that harm us as women, given that we ALL have internalized misogyny, given that we ALL have had our share of difficult personal histories, not all of us "transition"! In fact most of us do not, nor would we even contemplate such nonsense! Imagine the fucked upness, the absolute HATE HATE HATRED of women and women's bodies these "transitional" women hold!!!!!!

Even if they did not "transition" are these the women, the lesbians, we as radical lesbians would really want on our team????

My personal response is a big FUCK NO!

dirt-a Butch who loves HERself and other WOmen!

the dirtster!

Dirt-Failed ftM or Proud

Sun, 20 Sep 2009 13:19:49 GMT

http://dirtywhiteboi67.blogspot.com/2009/09/dirt-failed-ftm-or-proud-butch-woman.html

The Trans Community and Misogyny

Wed, 16 Sep 2009 15:21:50 GMT

http://dirtywhiteboi67.blogspot.com/2009/09/trans-community-and-misogyny.html

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Two new Blog Posts

Sun, 13 Sep 2009 15:30:40 GMT

http://dirtywhiteboi67.blogspot.com/2009/09/womens-expo.html

http://dirtywhiteboi67.blogspot.com/2009/09/baby-butch-bathroom-shame.html

The Authentic

Sun, 16 Aug 2009 12:36:52 GMT

http://dirtywhiteboi67.blogspot.com/2009/08/authentic-butch.html

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Ingeborg Bachmann, Femme Invisibility and

Tue, 11 Aug 2009 15:25:40 GMT

http://dirtywhiteboi67.blogspot.com/2009/08/ingeborg-bachmann-femme-invisibility.html

A Butch's

Mon, 10 Aug 2009 02:06:04 GMT

http://dirtywhiteboi67.blogspot.com/2009/08/butchs-first-time.html

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4th of July

Tue, 04 Aug 2009 02:27:12 GMT

More Butch shame and

Mon, 03 Aug 2009 23:29:32 GMT

http://dirtywhiteboi67.blogspot.com/2009/08/more-butch-shame-and-misogyny.html

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NRLFF

Top Surgery and SRS and whose

Sun, 26 Jul 2009 20:59:06 GMT

http://dirtywhiteboi67.blogspot.com/2009/07/top-surgery-and-srs-and-whose-really.html

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NRLFF

Voice Post

Sun, 26 Jul 2009 16:07:11 GMT

Clearing up ftM

Wed, 22 Jul 2009 21:37:52 GMT

http://dirtywhiteboi67.blogspot.com/2009/07/fair-use-capped.html

From a comment on one of my youtubes.

By there very natures, disorders do not have a "point". They have reasons for the hows and whys one acquires them, but "points" they do not have.

Their bodies do not "fit" their minds, precisely because their minds are disordered. Drug and mutilate the problem (the mind) the problem remains. Treat the unhealthy mind, harmony.

Mtf men develop the trans disorder through misogyny, homophobia and male privilege.

I see patriarchy as oppressive (which it is), and all men do their parts big and small to participate, perpetuate and strengthen patriarchal systems.

You cannot "feel" male if you're are not male. You may riddle your body with T till the cows come home, but if you're a woman, "feeling" male is something you will never know any more than you'll know how a tree "feels".

You cannot be "ftM" without suffering from internalized misogyny and then externalizing it on your own female body.. And if one despises ones self as a female to the point of actively working to obliterate what one perceives as female, one will can NEVER truly love another female, hence perpetuating misogyny.

And there are no "true ftM" women. ftMism is a mental disorder, not something one is born being.

Hope that clears YOUR "misunderstandings" as they were abundant. No need to thank me though, I'm here for anyone who needs me.

dirt
NRLFF

And this is what gays and lesbians are

Wed, 15 Jul 2009 12:32:28 GMT

http://www.theatlantic.com/doc/print/200907/divorce

Besides the happily ever after fairytales we've been spoon fed as children, I highly suspect the heteropatriarchy that lines the cages of queer theory to be the driving force behind this "gay marriage" nonsense. Not to mention quite frankly the genius of heteropatriarchy to utilize marriage to both have gays and lesbians running around after their tails trying to attain an unreal idea AND having lesbians subvert any notion they had of radical feminism at the same time, smart.

I've never understood the desire to possess a set of master/slave labels in order to "tell the world" (well I've never understood the desire to tell the world either) you now legally own stock in love. But then again I've never had a desire to be either a master or a slave, and I certainly would never dream of commodifying love.

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NRLFF

Mtf Men and

Tue, 07 Jul 2009 15:35:47 GMT

http://dirtywhiteboi67.blogspot.com/2009/07/mtf-men-and-violence.html

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NRLFF

Mollie Sugden dies

Thu, 02 Jul 2009 14:48:31 GMT

http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20090702/people_nm/us_britain_sugden

I cant believe this! This is sooooooooo sad!

dirt

Butch Need and the Construction/Destruction of

Wed, 01 Jul 2009 23:24:04 GMT

I'm not a boy. But I'm in boy space. I navigate boyhood while being a girl. I learn the boy ropes. Boy rules are applied to me. I find myself partly confused, and partly proud by this application. I don't remember filling a boy app. out though, but surely I must have. I forgot is all. I have no girl friends, only boy friends, of them it is a constant sizing up; him sizing me up, me him, him him. "Do you want to wrestle" a boy asks? "Ok" I answer. I take him down quickly. I now understand the game, I'm three years old. "Wrestling" is fighting, without fighting. "Wrestling" tells us both who is stronger, it tells other boys too. If Paris is the toughest boy in 3rd grade and I beat Paris wrestling? I beat Paris, but I'm not a boy. There will be a long line of boys I will wrestle in my youth, I will beat all them, a true Olympian only without the gold or glory....

http://dirtywhiteboi67.blogspot.com/2009/07/butch-need-and-constructiondstruction.html

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NRLFF

My thoughts

Sat, 27 Jun 2009 14:04:37 GMT

http://www.forbes.com/2009/06/26/farrah-fawcett-michael-jackson-poster-opinions-columnists-tunku-varadarajan.html

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Dirt FINALLY gettin

Thu, 25 Jun 2009 20:58:20 GMT

The air in the front room in my apt is kaput, so instead is sitting here sweeting like a fat woman in a krispy kreme donut race, I met denise for lunch then hung around her work till she got out. She was telling me about some woman marrying herself and I just thought DAMN what a great idea! I should ask me to marry me! I mean I've always liked me, found myself reasonably attractive, have loads in common with me, shared many good times and bad times with me, have great sex with myself (no complaints so far anyways), so why not pop the question! I'm pretty sure I could spend the rest of my life with me.

But here's the deal, I dont do jewelry, so I have no idea what kinda ring to by myself so I can prepose to me. I'm also not sure where I wanna prepose to me at, cuz I want it to be a total surprise to myself so I can see the look on my face when I ask me to marry me. Theres also the honeymoon to think about. I dont much care to travel, so I'm really not sure where to take me on our honeymoon. I dont know, lots to think about but I'm excited! I never figured anyone would have me let alone wanna marry me, so now that I'm going to ask myself I just cant stop grinning!

Wish me luck and anyone feel free to offer any suggestions.

dirt-soon to be mrs dirt

Michfest and the great Butch

Thu, 25 Jun 2009 02:27:18 GMT

http://dirtywhiteboi67.blogspot.com/2009/06/michfest-and-great-butch-hope.html

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Michfest Misogyny-Pro Trans

Mon, 22 Jun 2009 23:11:15 GMT

http://dirtywhiteboi67.blogspot.com/2009/06/michfest-misogyny-pro-trans-anti-women.html

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Someone Googled this I swear to

Sun, 21 Jun 2009 22:02:57 GMT

You think this has anything to do with me?????

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The Rosenbergs-Remembering those Commie

Fri, 19 Jun 2009 20:21:43 GMT

http://dirtywhiteboi67.blogspot.com/2009/06/rosenbergs-remembering-those-commie-jew.html

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